"much"

[amani b]

much
we write
so we can figure evrything out
we smile
so we can hide evrything in
we fight
so we dont get cut

innocence is it a curse
the shortest way to heaven
yet to get killed
i am free .have nothing to worry about but eat.it s so fun when i play with my friends .we share evrything togather.evry laugh .evry tear.we are all in
please dont get confused i am on drugs

oh lord how broken am i
how more strigth do i have left
guess not much
the reason i feel so weak

feeling so lonly in a place that looks just like a desert
hove nothing to do but cry
guess tears will wash it all away

well how about latter
when there are no tears left
and my prison still feels lonly
with what i suuposed to fight
in this endless war .to victory .to salvation

feels like it s so much heat yet it s cold
so empty inside thought i feel full
too much memories with no ink left to write about
deep deep wounds yet unfound cure

oh lord i am hopless .homeless
i am closing in .into the ****l
cant fight .it s too much to fulfill
i cant survive thought i cant get killed
guess there are no other way
but to became a walking dead
bye bye soul .see you in heaven poor baby

[rola.29]

WOW!! wonderful but very sad words...
are you suffring from a grief .. what happened ?? and in your sign, why do you put such expressions,
if you need help .. i'm so helpful ... i want to help you .. and i'll be so glad to do it
don't hesitate .. if i can help .. i won't leave you
thanks for the poem it's woonderful

[amani b]

you're welcome my baby
first. thanks for checking out my poem hope you liked it
second . a lot of ppl find that my writings are sad and that express what i feel inside
and trust me it s not
it s just the way i write
i may had some problems or something in the past but i am totally fine now
thanks for offering your help and trust e if i needed to talk you ll be the first one i promess
for my signature i loved those quotes really bcz it defines me
there were some ppl who left out of my life
i used to miss them but i am not now
and i am great now
p.s it s cool to find someone from my own city
may i ask where do you live in constantine may be i know you

[.kiki]

liked it
but
were you really under drugs? coz it really seems so! I don't know.. thanks anyway, I enjoyed reading it.. it somehow made sense to me

[rola.29]

oh kiki I don't think so,
she told you, she just wrote sad and bad things about generale life, isn't it amani? i love it so much your poem

[amani b]

hhhh

no god no !!! i wasent under drugs

i just felt like i had to write that bcz when someone remembers it s past it became just like under drugs you know


yes rola i wasent hhh noway

i am a girl that prays and respects god how can i do such thing hhh

[.kiki]

hhh honey I didn't mean it literally...

no big deal..

I told you, it all made sense to me. it WAS beautiful

[rola.29]

hhhh .. a such joke
that's really funny .. amani under drugs .. there is no way
see u