A n/e/w Morning بقلــمي المنــكسر...

[منــآلــ]

Elسلــــــــــــآآمـ علــى جميــع الـأعضــــــــآآء؛؛

ان شـآآء الله تكــــــــــونو كـآآمل يألـــــفـ خيــر؛؛

حبيــتـ تشـآآركــوني فوحــد الخـآآطرة كتبــتهآآ و لـآآ نقــول خرطتــهآآ خيــر

مي غيــر بالزربــة ((شفــتو الVide وآآش يـــدير ))

منطــولش عليــكمـ؛؛ تفـــضلــو:

A new morning…a morning that I met with a smiling and honest face
!!?No plans to make, no responsibilities and no problems to worry about…Great hein

I just started and finished my day playing, laughing and learning .Life was a beautiful time in my childhood…

I never knew what a "lie" means…I never understood what "Cheating on people" is…I never tried to disrespect anybody or to hurt somebody…
These things were mysterious to me…I was thinking that in my own world, this can never happen…my view to the world was so peaceful and innocent…KIDS!!

I even didn't get how and why people do these things and most of times…to their lovers!!

That time, i didn't have this much painful and hateful feeling like I'm carrying it now in my chest…

It's not a new morning anymore…
That happy face is gone. It's been a long time since i haven't met it in the mirror…

Today, it's just a morning…
A morning that i don't care sometimes about it or i hate it cause it came in other times…
These mornings are not like they used to be…Everything's changed…
Ooh!! Don't judge me as been a pessimist! Trust me I'M NOT
I'm just telling what I'm seeing today.
Maybe it's only in my world…but it is a reality whether we like it or not…

Wanna be happy? Of course…
Wanna comeback to your beautiful life? More then anything in the world…
But hey!! it's impossible…unfortunately
According to what's happening today, there's no way to look back…"JUST MOVE ON CAUSE LIFE GOES ON" like I'm hearing a lot these days…

But you know what? I've already moved on…
How? Well, I've just said goodbye to "TRUST" "TRUTH" "HOPE" "INNOCENCE"…"It's a growing up" like they said..
...Well, I'll miss all that

...I still have enough faith to continue my way and to believe that this will change someday
...When? I'm waiting…but i won't give up

!!?This is a part of me…a complex one hein

What can I say more then "WELCOME TO MY WEIRD ADOLESCENCE" ...hoping that someone, someday will find the door to get in it…

R]

THE END

أتمـــنى أن تلقــى اعــجآآبكــمـ؛؛

كتبتهـآآ غير بالزربــة لــذآآ عذرآآ ان كـآآنتـ هنآكـ أخــطآآء؛؛

في انتــظآآر الـآآرآآء و الـانتقـآآدآآتـ

و السلـــــــــــآآمـ؛؛


بقلــــــــــمـ:

منــــــــــآآلـ

The Angry teenage girl