Lost in a dead world

[Asolvip]

I live a disastrous life full of sadness
I always try to look for a piece of happiness
But every time I try I fall disappointed
What can I do to get out of this world?
I'm tired; I drew these lines to tell my sorrows
Because I feel like people are throwing me with arrows
They hurt me and I cry, but now my tears are about dry
Why? This is not fair
I can't even breathe this dirty air
Or smell this filthy odor
I'm strangling over here
No one could see me
Just my sweet soul which had been tortured by you dear
So thank you, but you need to listen to me clear
From now on, I won't scare or fear
I'm not going to stay forever
But I'll live this moment and make it better
With a large smile, I'll kill you for a while
Then I'll close that sad file
Walking with held high head
*And a smiling face in every place