well , as our dayly meetings went always fun , full of jokes and happy times (in the class) ... i never suspected that what i have inside was ''love'' i was just feeling the moment and not trying to define things ... it became to me an obligation , something that i wake up everyday for ... but he did not have the same thing ... he was just so happy to find someone doing his work ... (i felt the opposit) about the friends around ... they noticed nothing .. cause we were just chating always but nothing special ... days passed and things developed in only Zineb's mind ... the first exams went on and i was gettin good grades i always was in the second rank of students ... i was getting 14 , 13 that is it ... whenever i got good grades ... he feels happy ( i did not know why first)
he cheats , and he asked me to help ... (i always found excuses for not helping him ..but later i came to accept )
i feel how bad i was ... but i thought helping him was in order not to loose what i thought was pure and mutual ...
In the second Exams of the year . i decided to not help him ...although he insisted and tried his best to convince me
i was like : look , work on your own and leave me alone !
doing that cost me a lot and i do not want to say it