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هذِي عجبتني
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وحدة بوسنية عايشة فألمانيا اللي جاوبت
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Yes, i want to convert to islam and i would like to know, how was it when you first started to wear your hijab
Well, first of all I´m really happy that you will take the right way. I appreciate your decision so much and as your new sister insha´Allah ( by Allah´s will) I´m there for you if you need help
Well, my Hijab story is a bit complicated. I have to admit that it was not first my idea to cover myself. It was my father after a sheikh told him that we ( my sis and I) should start wearing the headscarf. So I was kinda angry at him, cuz my dad is someone who changes his opinion from one moment to another and I had fear, because I´d be the only one in the whole school and one of a few girls in the whole city. So honestly I was scared of the reaction and so on. Don´t understand me wrong. I always appreciated seing muslim women wearing the Hijab and going to mosque with it, but I couldn´t imagine to wear it always at my age this time ( 14).
But beside these difficult start for me, I went the first day out of house with it to go to city ( I still had vacation, so no school and I wasn´t outside for 3 days). So I was there and you should imagine how I felt. I felt so free like never before ! I swear, it was one of the best feelings I ever had. I was different, everyone could see I´m a Muslimah, I was almost the only girl beside my sister who wore it. I felt that Allah choose me to represent Islam. I don´t want to seem arrogant, but it was like a test for me to prove my deen. Even if it´s only a scarf and long, wide clothes it became a part of me. So I wasn´t scared of all the other people. And the first day of school was also really good. It was beautiful for me to be covered. I finally knew where I belong to .But it was also a bit hard to hear some students calling me different nicknames like “terrorist” and things you can maybe imagine, so prayed to Allah to help me and give me sabr. With the time I became stronger, words couldn´t hurt me that much anymore and I was happy to get acceptance of my friends ,teachers and other guys on school.
So all in one the best decision I´ve ever made and it brought be closer to Allah, Alhamdulillahi. Hijab should be a part of every muslimah, that´s my opinion. And I´m so thankful to Allah and may Allah bless this sheikh and especially my dad for suggesting me this first step into a new wonderful chapter of my life.
I hope I could show you my story and help you with it
Have a wonderful day