One Ever Lasting Memory

[.kiki]

It was one of the most heart warming memories with my best friend ever


We were standing in the bus station- waiting unwillingly- when she put her forehead on my right shoulder, right on my collar bone, where I could feel her thoughts, not just hear them. A part of them was sad, and I could understand that part very well. But there was always this thought I couldn’t understand at all, it was a mystery, and it’s exactly why I wanted her to talk that last night… but for the situation we were in, I couldn’t find any frustration or disappointment in me when she didn’t release her secret. So I didn’t care much about that thought… and I focused on enjoying the moment. We were together. Probably many eyes were on us, but neither of us cared. I leaned my head just enough to touch hers and I stayed that way. Then I started humming a song I liked, I didn’t know if she could hear it, or at least tell that I was humming. But I did know that she also liked the way we were standing together.
I saw the bus coming, but I couldn’t stop singing of fear that she would notice and lift her head to see… but I eventually made a move so that she wouldn’t feel the sadness in my heart when the bus would park next to us. She smiled in satisfaction, as if to say that it was enough for her. I smiled back not really convinced.

When I was on the bus moving back to my stupid college, I couldn’t help my tears. How hard it is to be away from her… how hard to leave her and not know how she’s feeling, what she’s thinking, what she’s saying…
And the most painful thing of all is the fact that this wouldn’t last. That this is going to end sooner or later. That one of us will be taken away from the other… taken forever.
I had to escape those thoughts; I was in front of too many people to let myself sink in sadness.
That day my father was coming back home. It was supposed to be happy. Supposed to be.
I remember I told her something very honest and direct that morning… it was one of those things that I rarely say because it somehow showed the deeps of my love for her.
“I would sacrifice my soul for you”
Did she grasp the meaning? Did she know that I meant what I said? The smile on her face said yes… but that stupid part of my mind always said maybe not in such questions… But did the answer matter? Not even a bit.



I made that morning a lasting memory… I locked it deep with my most precious and incredibly emotional memories. Those special ones that keep the inside of me happy and alive even in the darkest moments of life. It was something worth living for. Or even, worth dying for.

[بوقرة الزعيم]

goood one from you
you are the best girl

[Asolvip]

It's really nice, I enjoyed reading , god bless you , you are such skillful girl , when I was reading I really felt those emotions of friendship and the old day and the sweet memories

[أم دعاء 2]

nice story with nice words.
You choose beautiful colors to your words such as: honesty ,softness, kindness, tenderness,love and so many others
thank you

i will vote for you

[sofmega]

ah great words girl you moved i hope this club with take us higher into friendship level

[the fly boy]

Right to the deep sister Kiki Wallah
what do you say then about the most beloved ppl
to the us n how the time forced them to change u sit with them
but u feel like thier r away
?
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I hope u r fine
it's been ages since u were around here

[سِدْرَةِ الْمُنْتَهَى~]

GR8
May Allah Reward You sis
Keep going

[.kiki]

Thank you ALL for your NICE comments, I truly appreciate it, it's so kind of you

nothing in the whole world can match the feeling of true friendship.

what do you say then about the most beloved ppl
to us, n how the time forced them to change, u sit with them
but u feel like thier r away
?

I heard once that change is the only constant thing in the world, everything changes, so as answer to your question, my brother, I'd tell them it was nice having them a part of my book stroy..
you see, some people come to our lives as BLESSINGS, and some come as LESSONS
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my best wishes to everyone

[Hillin]

Hi kikou
how're u girl!!
I read it, so nice
I'll be back to speak in details but not now , later would be better^^
hey ther's a long list and i should read to all the condidats
Fair enough hhhhhh
See you
Best of luck