Of course, that will be a good morning, optimistically answered his own fears when he was getting to bed.
He wakes up as usual at dawn . Starting to arrange his kit, takes a quick ablution for praying, wearing. After that he takes his path to university. When he is walking he forgets all his problems until when he starts galloping ; an action which makes all fears (haggis) starts functioning. The short way between the university and the university campus always witnesses a self –talk that makes the distance becomes longer.
At the small hall inside the English department which led to classrooms, labs and the stairway, he was conversing with his friends, that releases him from the hard useless debate with himself.
The teeming hall, the noise which is increases each single moment after each comer , the wishes of a good day, the thinking about a strategy to enhance his level ….all this ideas in his mind gone and replaced with a staring eyes on the special comer . when he see her, only the voice of her feet touching the ground, her words, the special laugh were able to cross the noise successfully to his ear and in flash he thought about his ethics and principles for that he stops gazing on her ,so he decides to imagine what will be like if he talk with her .
He lays on the wall besides the publishing board , his uncomfortable standing obliged to change the position to a better one after a new heart rhythm starts inside him , but without leaving his friend.
he used to dream about what he couldn’t do or as he thought what religion forbids ,but in that day his imagination stopped functioning , may be because of the uncompleted conversation with his friend which still talking to a hypnotize mind , or may be…because ….. He is…………….. Falling in love .
The six steps that she walked from the door to the middle of the hall where blocked twice since the tds and the courcs didn’t start yet , at the second step and the last one . There is something inside him eager his imagination so he considered the six steps as his world for the next few mns ……………. he faild again . his imagination never let him down but it did so today.
The girl vanished into the crowd , so he decide to leave all what he knows about religion ,ethics, principles with his schoolbag with his friend after when he excuses from them for a while to follow the girl ; there was only one voice inside him he used to hear it but today is more stronger :”she walked through you not besides you “ .
The same sentence but another girl , he thought ? it seems that there is no relation between a specific girl and the strong voice .
The girl looks very beautiful , charming , wearied a fab pink veil adorned with a small brown squares ,a purple robe . her face reflect innocent , feminism power , and a balance between laugh and seriousness that protect her from any audacious guys .
The girl didn’t notice anything, didn’t touch the eyes that are interrupting her steps, didn’t feel that a desire inside the boy to talk to her .
Meanwhile, the boy begs the setting , the crowd , the feeling inside him, the new person whose born into him ……begs all these to last a while …… . such a world the boy talk to himself …………and at the same time he thought about if he can make them last a while .
His mind goes very fast analyzing every move the gril made , the possibilities that the gril won’t reject him , is he’ll married her ?………. . his personality was absent, he is by himself in this situation just as a boy ,as a man that needs a woman …..just he against a wonderful world who didn’t accepet any mistakes ,and didn’t give any current judgement , and gives a milliard of signs and omens but without any interpretations .
There is a feeling inside the boy that gives him a new purpose to achieve it ,but his previous goals and hopes didn’t leave his mind for a nanosecond , the girl is important to him but not as his goals or as he used to persuade himself .
Slowly, the girl turns toward the boy pretending that she looks for someone after when her friend told her about the boy .
The eye contact, all what the boy needs at the perfect moment. a ******** that haven’t any codes , utterances, signs, ….etc but once again it’s a part from the wonderful world ,so there is no grantees about it .
Her move to see the boy acts as a sunrise to him, and as a new criteria of beauty to the wonderful world as he thought, or probably to” just him “.
her face enlighten , shine , her brown eyes when she looks to him transforms the hall into brown , her standing way mirrors nobility . He never thought that he’ll met a cute girl like her, she is more than a dream to him, she is unique the boy whispers.
The crowd is shrinking, the girl entered to her session ,however, the enthusiasm intensity inside the boy increases because he needs another scene like the one who just have gone.
The hall is empty after couple of mns , his friend leave the department after the absence of their teacher .
Sitting alone, the boy sensibly thought about; how does the same place can provide love, worm, new life, and pulled all that and replaced by sadness perfectly as the evil is the pure truth of its material . Paralyzed for a mns the boy is still in his position that he took to see the girl . he takes a step exactly toward the place of the girl , but something magical happens. he feels that his feet are still at their places even he was sure that he is moving , mumbling said the boy ‘ استغفر الله ‘ but the feeling doesn’t disappears , so he takes a courage decision and complete the steps right to the place he wanted ,believing in Allah will .
With astonished eyes when the boy turned back .
The boy looks to his image which still in his first position ,and the second position ,and to each position he took to his final one . he didn’t believe in magic , in fantasy he always consider himself as a realist but today he discover what is meant by to be able to see chanted and fantasy stuffed . He couldn’t believe what is hapennig to him because the adorable lady he saw .
It seems like someone was observing the boy and took to each step the boy have made a picture and put its position .
Putting his feet right where were the girl feet, contemplating each step, each situation , now his personality and ethics and principles where at the moved part of him which is in front of his image which hold the boy –the man that were inside him .
He looks to his mistakes, how he was behaving ,he could objectively judge that there was something missing or wrong in his manliness .
Now there are four against the wonderful world , his personality and principles and the boy and the man . there were a telepathy between the two free part and the two stocked part .
The two stocked part make effort to get their freedom because of that they decide to be in the alliance , and the other they try to save themselves from the danger of being removed from another person in this real life against the wonderful world .
The boy talks to himself , stops himself to thinking about her , persuade himself that is not the right time to be in a relationship and finally he take the decision and said loudly ;
Its over .
Crawling to his schoolbag , each image were sticking again into him when he passes through them ,and just after the first touch to his schoolbag the four part becomes again one part whose just asking, dreaming about a good morning .
By / A.BENTOUMI.
( تقرير عن مشاركة سيئة )، و الموجودة أسفل كل مشاركة .
2013-09-17, 23:06
my first short story
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