Sweet Sufferings

[Insomniac]

[B] I used to live...to do what people do...to laugh everyday...I used to be happy...but since I knew you, I stopped doing that, I stopped living, I no longer laugh and I lost all kind of joy...I'm dying inside, and you don't feel that, I gave you my soul, but you decided, to burn it...Poeple say that I should forget about you, but I can't do that...they just don't understand that I can't live without -you...theyI don't feel you like I do...I tried to explain to them that I'm happy to die for you, but they think I'm going crazy...I don t know, may be I am, but I'de rather be crazy while loving u, and suffering with you than to be rational and skipe living this experience, the experience of dying everyday...of burning inside when thinking of you with somebody else...The feeling I feel each time I walk beside you and you don t notice me...When I feel what I m feeling when you tear me apart..It s like I ve never lived before I knew you...[/B


For my best friend,who left our world long ago...Because she couldn't live with us...Because she couldn't bear the pane...I'll always think of you as if you were here