Little Girl

[Jimmy The Rap Soldie]

Good morning bro ^^
Hi ... so childhood?? WoooW ... what a great world it is ... full of dreams .. fantasies ... hope ... full of life ... soulful ... pure ... so clear and simple ... i remember when i used to be a kid .... i just couldn't wait to get older ... i was full of energy ... and sure my dreams were painted in such a bright huge charming picture .... and suddenly ... i woke up the next day 19 years old ... that picture was totally different .... i was like woow!!! ... all of a sudden that picture i painted when i was young changed ... it's covered with blood ... and when you touch it ... it's wet ... it's drowning in tears ... and when you feel it ... it's depressed ... when i tried to redraw it ... i couldn't ... it' shabby and dark ... lost parts that i can't seem to remember !! .. like i lost some one dear ... hhh ... some times i wonder how funny life is .... how ironic ... I'm jealous of dead ones cause they're away somewhere else far from this filthy world ... and I'm jealous of children ... cause they just don't know ... don't care ... don't realize ... all it matters to them is there happy private world ... hhhh .... ^^ very nice topic bro ... keep sparkling around

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