..Maybe my words are a little tough but i want you too read every single one of them
Here's what you should do...
You should COMPLETELY forget about him and not think about him at all and get him out of your mind and NEVER EVER do this again because at your age,love doesn't exist,what you are experiencing is some feelings related to your adolescence that has no relation with true love...I mean,common...you r 17 for god's sake!!,,how can you even tell that you love someone???ya sidi let's suppose you do love him,,and he does love you..and then what???you'll be his girlfriend and you'll keep talking to him on the phone without your parents'knowlege?or you'll walk the streets together so everybody seeing you think that your not a "GOOD" girl??perhaps you have the idea that you'll grow up together and get married and live happily ever after...well honey,such stuff dont exist in or community,you'll only be looking for bad reputation among people,and losing the trust your parents gave you,and let's not forget that you'll be braking the rules of our dear religion..maybe you r thinking:what the heck is this girl saying??but believe me honey,you are only ruining your heart,torturing it causing your self pain you don't need,and take it from me,when true love comes at the right time,and with the right ways,it will make you the happiest person on earth,and you will remember my words and think how naive you were and probably laugh at your self...and if you ever need any thing,i'll be here... SALAM]