yeah , it's right .. I always try to be happy and I try to laugh and make my friends laughing but in reality I can't apologize from someone even I'm the cause of the strife so I'm trying to learn how to apologize and to forgive people .. because if someone make a mistake with me .. even he was my best friend ... it became so hard for me to forgive him .......... sorry maybe I went out of our topic ... thanks for the subject of discussion