Brother
belive me this topic is not 4 u it's 4 all n I wouldn't write this only coz i love you in Allah brother
I wanna just advice my dear brothers and dear sisters
u wanna ma advice
whtever this bond u had wit this woman now it's end means this woman is no longer ur busniness
move on
n hey Allah says
عسى أن تكرهوا شيئا و هو خير لكم
maybe Allah wants something more better thn this
coz u know if Allah closes a door in ur face it is coz he knows it will harm u or he will open a way much better other 4 u
.
I repeat again this is just coz I love you in Allah's face and wht hurts you it hurts me 4 sure
and you know wht the prophet Mohamed peace be upon him said tht the belivers r like one body if any part got hurts all the body will feel the same