clean and girl = chast
become fat and toxic sugar = avoid flirt
not sick and watch what I am saying = no regret
protection and friends = I am vulnerable
now I have 4 words
chast and avoid flirt =break some relashions
no regret and I am vulnerable = accept to be just a woman
2words
break some relashions and accept to be just awoman =contradiction hesitation
so the last word canim is the hesitation I am facing due to the contradictions in my attitudes
so far true