[قلوب حزينة]

I will start first, just to break up the ice
This happened when I was a student, one year ago. I had a freind who I have loved and respected so much. She was kind, nice and polite. Once another friend came to me and told me that she had done horrible things, and said horrible things about me, and that I was blinded, so that I had’nt seen her truth. First I hadn’t believed what they told me about her, but their talk had a gret influence on me, and from that moment, I had became alert and more attentive towards her behaviours. But when I had seen her doing that crazy things, really, she was so harsh, rude and crude, I have felt that I was really blinded. and without thinking, or even giving her a chance to explain, I had believed all what they told me about her, and with full silliness, I’ve stopped any dealings with her. I had forgotten all the good things we had together,and all the good times we spent together, and I had forgotten that she was a human being, who is not kept from doing mistakes. I've became harsh, rude and crude. She asked for forgiveness, but I’ve said no, as if I am not a normal human being like her and who would never do such mistakes. I kept away from her, while she was asking me to came back to her, oh God ! how I was cold and rude, May God forgive me…It was my damned dignity who was the cause of all that mess. Now we had finished our studies, and each one of us had taken her own path away from the other. I wanted just to tell her that I’ve forgiven her, and that I had nothing towards her but love, and that I’m sorry, but I can't now do anything because I had any sort of contact with her