dear karima
i've read your letter and i feel so sad about you really.but the answers are so easy you can complete your studies in the university ofcourse to fulfill your dream and work in the same time
your parents will know for sure that you are a hard worker and a strong girl;i suggest too to be more confident about your parents and never feel guilty
i hope that will help you karima and good luck
my sincer wishes for you
agony aunt