Reality
by suthern
Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout
Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands
I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again
I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts
This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold
How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge
Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage
How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind