peace be upon u
when others ppl looking for the truth and seeking for the right way
u are in the right way
don't look for anythings just look for the beautiful blessing that allah gave u he created u MUSLIM
we pray 5 times we ask 1 god a perfect god
when some ppl pray to the status or animals or the sun like we see and we heard what they do
i swear that some ppl who are not muslims they wish to know who is allah they hope to live happy beacause they are desturbed in their life they look for the truth and u .you have A lot of chance to repent again and start a new life near to your god remember that allah is the most merceful and the forgivness 1 no 1 loves u much than allah and allah be happy when his slave repent
let us all say ya alah forgive me
ya allah forgive me and all the muslim ummah