such a nice words coming from experienced hart ... what can i say dear .. i am used to such bad things
do not feel like you are the only one on earth feeling this
i have seen much from friends , people i trusted , people i told everything i loved once ... do not feel remorse ... i believe that when something is gone from your hands ... it is not because you lost it ... it is because things are supposed to happen this way ... maybe those you think are good to you are not ... maybe God wants the best for you
but if you made a mistake then go fixe it ... and if you trails were refused , at least you tried
believe me when they will go back with their memories they will understand that you left a nice trace ...
do your best dear and never look back ... get up , move on , look forward