well i'm new member here but i hope l'll be one of you , i may not lose a dear friend like you did but i can say that i share the same feelings with you too , i'm so sorry for your lost but i can tell you if you'r missing some one try to to remember the best times you spent together ; remember the times you laugh and the pranks you did all the jokes the trips every thing ... this way you 'll feel better and you remember your friend in a ggood way and with joyfull feelings
i'm srry again and i wish you all the best