hello brother
well, your story is like everyday stories of teenagers and im sorry for using teenagers because really no one can be fooled by love game like that and gets indulged in movie stories
dear brother life that we know is very different and very far to be typical for all of us
the first mistake you made is that you chased a girl because of her outer beauty, while actually inner beauty what matters
your second mistake is rushing in love, you cant fall in love without a long time of dicovering the other side, otherwise, you may fall in a love of one side and that what happened with you actually
i think your biggest mistake is that you were looking for love and believe me according to my life experience, love cant be found, just if it is destiny for you, love will find you and when that happens, it will be true
anyway brother, thank god you pulled back and saw the right way again
we learn from our mistakes
so ask allah to guide you and surround you with good people, and grant you the good wife
thanks for sharing