Hey there everyone
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So, I hope you're all doing just fine & you're as excited as I am for this Ramdan =D
Anyways, this is the first time that I'm posting anything in this section of the forum, I kind of hesitated before doing it, cause I don't usually share my writings but, I'd like to have your honest opinion on this
Last night I wasn't feeling too good, and I had to do something to feel better, so I did it what I always do to let my feelings out, I wrote a poem that I'd like to share with you
Enjoy
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My Teenage Heartbreak
Didn't I cry enough? Haven't I shed enough tears?
I've lost my courage, let me hide behind my fears
Make sure that everybody knows, make sure that everybody hears
That I don't trust you, them or anybody else
That I don't trust my own shadow, not even myself
So many promises, yet none of them was kept
You said I'd walk away, yet you're the one who left
My heart bled, and so did my arm
God what have I done? I've hurt the one that I wasn't supposed to harm
I ran the sharp blades through my skin
Thinking the pain would dissapear
But all I did was a terrible sin,
And now your punishement is all I fear
I'm young, broken & alone, these are the facts
Please god, have mercy
Don't judge me on the stupidity of my acts
Please god, make these scars go away
But if those on my arm left, would those on my heart stay?
Take me back to those days, when my dad walked me to school
When I didn't care, if I was pretty, stylish, skinny or cool
Take me back to those days when "Boyfriend" meant...A friend, who was a little boy
When candy was more than enough, to fill me with a different kind of joy
Take me back, take me home, take me away
I'm losing myself here, a little bit more everyday
I thought I was strong, wise & smart
But like a puppet, I was played by my heart
Mind, logic...Where were you?
You suffocated us, with that love song you used to listen to
My sky turned grey, after it was once blue
I don't wonder where, when and especially not who
You did as you pleased, and as I please I shall do
I shall wipe these tears, that I once shed for you
Unless for my god or my familly, they will never fall
I shall fall down, kneel and I will crawl
As I beg for god's forgiveness on my soul
Stupid, reckless, naïve little me
Patience
Patience, my dear & you'll see what you'll see
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So, that's it, maybe it was kinda long but if you did finish reading it untill the end...Well, I'm glad
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Tell me your honest opinion on this, and constructive criticism is welcome =p
Don't forget me in your prayers, & ask god to erase my sins, and forgive my mistakes & yours & everybody else's
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