OumaMeh
2017-10-27, 10:08
I feel like I didn't morn you the way I should.
I still feel empty, I think about you, and when I do I blame myself for being happy.
I thought that I have taken the time to cry, to pray but as I said not enough.
I think I remember, especially when I was 5 when I was 3 when I was 10 when I was 16. Each number has many memories. in every single one of them I start laughing and I end up crying for leaving you.
You kept asking over and over, where are you now? when are you coming back?
Guess what I am not back, I am still here, having everything any normal girl would dream of, but not me.
I miss you, what I miss the most is your smell.
It is so difficult to write this page, I can't believe that it is taking this long, I cry every time I tape a sentence.
I still feel empty, I think about you, and when I do I blame myself for being happy.
I thought that I have taken the time to cry, to pray but as I said not enough.
I think I remember, especially when I was 5 when I was 3 when I was 10 when I was 16. Each number has many memories. in every single one of them I start laughing and I end up crying for leaving you.
You kept asking over and over, where are you now? when are you coming back?
Guess what I am not back, I am still here, having everything any normal girl would dream of, but not me.
I miss you, what I miss the most is your smell.
It is so difficult to write this page, I can't believe that it is taking this long, I cry every time I tape a sentence.