allazerara
2012-06-19, 21:59
I met my best friend when we were about 8-9 years old. I had a lot of friends back then, I was friends with most girls in my class back then but then I noticed that a girl named Marie was lonely and had no friends so I decided to be her friend. We hit it off immediately and became close, we had very much in common. I kept contact with all the other girls I had been friends with and sometimes spent time with them too. But then Marie became sort of jealous of all my other friends and she got angry when I spent time with someone else but with her. And since I liked her I lost all contact with my former friends, some of them tried to keep contact with me and said that they didn't like Marie because she wouldn't let me be with anyone else (this was when we were around 10-12 years old). But I always defended Marie and stuck by her side. Soon she was almost the only friend I had. I still had two other friends but she tried ruining my friendship with them too. For example, if she heard that I and my other friend were planning on spending time together after school she would call up my friend as soon as she got home and ask her to come to her house. When my friend said that she couldn't because she was going to be with me, Marie lied and said that I was also on my way to her house, my friend then agreed and went to Marie's. When I later called my friend her mother said that she had already left and was at Marie's house. I got so angry. But I forgave Marie, and lost contact with the other friend. Now Marie was the only friend I had, and because of that I had gotten very shy, I used to be a happy and open person but now I was quiet and almost never said anything.
When we were about to start high scool Marie started a different school than the rest of the class. I was alone, didn't actully know anyone even though I had used to be good friends with them when we were younger. I regained contact with two girls, they didn't treat me great but I was happy. Now I'm 19 years old and my friend is still acting the same.
When I got my driving licence she would call me every day, wanting to do something. When she got her driving licence, she stopped calling. She only calls if she has nothing else to do. We have some mutual friends now, but as soon as she gets the chance to be alone with them she takes it, she never calls me asking to join them. When I try to call her, it's almost impossible to get a hold of her, she ignores me and blames her phone was broken or something similar. Then she tells me what she and our mutual friends have been doing these last days, just because she knows I wasn't there. I tell her that she should call me too, that I want to hang out with them too, she always says "sure I will call you", but she never does. And she hate the fact that I might have other friends but her, if we're at a bar for example and there are a lot of people from school that I know there, she says she's tired and wants to go home, and if I don't go home with her she gets mad. But if it's the other way around, that there's a lot of people from her school instead, she only talks with them and ignores me most of the time. And since we live in a small town, it's not easy meeting new friends, and Marie knows that well, she takes me for granted because she know she's the closest friend I have, which means she can treat me however she wants because if I say something about it, she can start ignoring me totallThere's some much more I could write about her, like how I helped her get good grades in school because she has never been really smart, or the way she tells everybody about embarrassing things I have done or said etc. She didn't even have the energy to come to my birthday, even though I had told her about it a couple of weeks before. Even though I'm the oldest friend she have, she treats all the new people she meets, that she can't even call "friends" yet, better than me. I don't wanna end the friendship with her, I just wish she could treat me the way she treats other people. And I can't actually say anything about it to her because she will get angry. I just hate it when she sometimes is so nice to me and I feel so happy when she the next minute ignores me and treats me bad. I don't know what to do, and my family sees that I'm sad all the time, but I don't wanna bother them, even though they know it's because of Marie, but I still keep defending her.
y and leave me alone with no close friends.
When we were about to start high scool Marie started a different school than the rest of the class. I was alone, didn't actully know anyone even though I had used to be good friends with them when we were younger. I regained contact with two girls, they didn't treat me great but I was happy. Now I'm 19 years old and my friend is still acting the same.
When I got my driving licence she would call me every day, wanting to do something. When she got her driving licence, she stopped calling. She only calls if she has nothing else to do. We have some mutual friends now, but as soon as she gets the chance to be alone with them she takes it, she never calls me asking to join them. When I try to call her, it's almost impossible to get a hold of her, she ignores me and blames her phone was broken or something similar. Then she tells me what she and our mutual friends have been doing these last days, just because she knows I wasn't there. I tell her that she should call me too, that I want to hang out with them too, she always says "sure I will call you", but she never does. And she hate the fact that I might have other friends but her, if we're at a bar for example and there are a lot of people from school that I know there, she says she's tired and wants to go home, and if I don't go home with her she gets mad. But if it's the other way around, that there's a lot of people from her school instead, she only talks with them and ignores me most of the time. And since we live in a small town, it's not easy meeting new friends, and Marie knows that well, she takes me for granted because she know she's the closest friend I have, which means she can treat me however she wants because if I say something about it, she can start ignoring me totallThere's some much more I could write about her, like how I helped her get good grades in school because she has never been really smart, or the way she tells everybody about embarrassing things I have done or said etc. She didn't even have the energy to come to my birthday, even though I had told her about it a couple of weeks before. Even though I'm the oldest friend she have, she treats all the new people she meets, that she can't even call "friends" yet, better than me. I don't wanna end the friendship with her, I just wish she could treat me the way she treats other people. And I can't actually say anything about it to her because she will get angry. I just hate it when she sometimes is so nice to me and I feel so happy when she the next minute ignores me and treats me bad. I don't know what to do, and my family sees that I'm sad all the time, but I don't wanna bother them, even though they know it's because of Marie, but I still keep defending her.
y and leave me alone with no close friends.